see me around at starbucks ~
========================

whenever i wan to do my assignment or revise,
i can start hearing,
"drive me out to buy things",
"help me go buy thing",
"help me do something", etc. etc.
countless of interruption, juz break e mood to do anything.

Decided, from tis wk onwards, u can see me hanging out
at starbucks, if i wan to do assignment/study ~

i ain't freakin i ain't faking tis
i ain't freakin i ain't faking tis
i ain't freakin i ain't faking tis
shut up and let me go, hei !!!

snow snow snow ~
===============

X'mas decors are up ...
recall the last time i saw snow, was in Sapporo,
right smack in the city. It's such a wonderful feeling,
to see snow in the city. The other times, were in rural areas.
How nice it would be, to see snow in Tokyo ...

Ariel ...
======

while getting out of the lift, i heard someone calling her daughter
Ariel, and e little girl so cute ~ and that Ariel is such a nice name,
my daughter will be called Ariel!!!

next wk's timetable is ... s h i t ...

on another note:
my own view of family value, is a complete opposite,
of what my current family value is.
doing e wrong thing is wrong,
doing e right thing is wrong.
sorry for doing the right thing, shld haf done it worst.

after 41 days
===========

sch days that is, i'm still in a laze,
i can't believe i'm still in e state of slack.
sch once again, and have to see "you" in sch.
don't know why, but seeing you juz make me, blah..
when i see "you" in sch, juz gonna smile and do my stuff..
/ignore

after much tot, i guess i shldn't rant too much on my blog,
what you see in tis space in future,
is a very bright, happy blog posting by me.
sounds weird but .. ya will try la hah.

Feeling g8
========

knowing you in the state, makes me feel great,
but it will not stop there...

Argh, can't get the "Surprise" done...
if only i can get that email, Argh!!!!
now i've think of a present ~

And Android is out wif 2.0!!!
just hope a hp set arrive soon wif it in sg.

knowing more just disgust me more
==========================

after learning some truth,
it makes what you say even more disgusting,
even though i'm not in the position to say that.

I love clear blue sky, the one you don't see clouds for miles away.
Yet in Singapore, what you get with that kind of sky is
a very scorching sun.
when traveling, you get clear sky,
with cooling weather.
这也是我旅行的意义

11月7日，谁能带我到北京，
和我一起看陈绮贞的演唱会...
白问的...

Too much distractions
===================

say no to distractions, need to focus on assignments.
btw, badminton is a sport, not a distraction.
so whatever it is,
shut up
get out of my way.

Nid
To
Do
Assignments.

I Hate You
=========

the things you do disgust me.
Meanwhile, i will perfect my smash,
so that one day, one day,
you will be the first target.
Starting crazy training.

Continuation to the previous post
=========================

I can't wait to do that smash on you.
a hard one, where i can see a bruise or something.
The "you" can be one or more person.

Yes, my right forearm is BIGGER den my left forearm.
Need to balance out my wrist curls on both hands,
while perfecting my technique, smash technique that is.

Sorry to the 2 uncles
================

Thursday while playing badminton, 3 uncle invited me to play doubles with them. ofcoz i said yes, always up for a game to test my skills and improve. I didn't expect what's about to happen. I think for the starting of e game, i smash and hit one of the opponent head and he took a few steps back after gotten hit. The interesting thing is ...the shuttle actually ricochet off his head, which means i must have hit it pretty hard! I've to admit, i did laugh a little, because i didn't expected it to be so hard that e shuttle ricochet. Usually after smashing someone on the body part, it just drop on to the ground, but this time i actually saw it flying off. The other few smashes actually hit on their hand or body. After the game, which ended 15-8, 16-14, my friend who is looking at the side line ask me why i played so fierce. To me, its a form of respect to the other part that i play my full strength and not toying with them, its also a chance for me to improve on my game. Seriously, after that session of badminton, my feet and arm actually felt sore, which is a good thing. I just wan to improve my smash to do what is shown in e video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnmriKX8STo

After my friends watch the above, they would say its a excuse for me to smash ppl. Well ... all i can say is, i enjoy smashing and being smashed at.

how Can it be ?
=============

tat a day, can be one of e most happiest/memorable
day in your life, and also one of e days tat
will remind of u of e worst thing tat happen in your life?

its a fantastic feeling, to hear a song sang by your fav singer,
on the radio, and it's THAT song!!!
Orrrhhhh ~~~

？?？?
=============

Went out with cousins.
Went to a very unique bistro,
which is in the most remote place,
that i think i've been, other den Tekong and my camp.
Where? Here
Ivy, the co-owner, is very friendly and reali is unique in her way.
She took the effort to go to every table and chat with the customer.
Nice experience, nice environment.

A person can start to blame the world for everything,
then they will start to realize, it is they themself,
they have to blame for what is happening to them.
So, start blaming yourself.

Blaming myself for ... the stupid things i've done,
the nonsensical stuff i've said,
the wrong decisions i've made.
In the end, what's done is done,
the damage has been done.
Knowing what's been done, what's going on, and what's to be.

一个人 眺望碧海 和 蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些

也曾想过
=======

No badminton this week, sad sad ~

had my favourite porridge, wu xiang.
most of all, rochor tau hua ~
After all the good food, it's best for a nice nap.

Somehow, i think i inherited
a certain superclass, certain super methods().
There was no method overriding done, just plainly inherited.
who is that superclass and what have i inherited? Figures.

早已忘了 想你的滋味是什么
因为 每分 每秒 都被你占据在心中

bad mood or just a bad person
=======================

when someone flare up,
which one do you see?
He/she is in a bad mood,
or plainly bcos he/she is a bad person?
Doesn't matter what others say about you,
bcos currently, only i know who i am.
I see myself as a a$$hole, jacka$$,
wif loads of bad attitude and mood.

Can i have someone, get their racket,
and keep those hard smashes on me,
maybe a bruise or 2 will get me bloody awake,
from all the stupid idea and fantasy.

smashSMASHsmash~
==================

badminton is such a great sport,
it let u vent out all your unhappiness.
Although i have to say sorry to waikin,
for tat particular smash, right between the eye.
i can feel the power in all the shots today,
good~

Everywhere i go, i see you~
sounds creepy, but true.

Phobia ~
=======

Phobia2, is not a horror movie.
It ended up to be a comedy.
Finally got to eat the Hokkaido Ramen,
It's as gd as the real thing in Hokkaido.
Nice Nice ~ Happy Happy ~
Juz keep the happy memories today,
i'll juz let reality sink in tml.

Fear of ...
=========

Canteen?
Actually, i don't have to be afraid, or anything.
Just the awkwardness ...

i mistook another car for my car.

Kyushu here i come?
Maybe not ~
If it was Tokyo, den yeah, here i come.
If not for assignments due dates ...

Realize that for next year, i only have 1 yr 2 subject.
It can mean:
1) Take 1 yr 2 subject and a few yr 3 subject
2)Take 1 yr 2 subject for yr 2. Haha, Fav.

不计划太多　反而能勇敢冒险 ...

Thurs & Fri
==========

2 back to back, 3 hrs badminton.
On the 2nd day, it was too much for me.
Can't even do a proper smash...
It was enjoyable though...

Sch, is just boring ~~~

Don't think i can make it through
=========================

开学的第二个星期
真的是没心 ...
我试着去努力，去听
真的没用
不想 ... 够了 ...

一个星期一次，三个小时的羽球
不够 ...
三次，三次，三次

Worst Nightmare of my entire bloody life
================================

it was so bad,
that i sat up, got off my bed, and started trembling ...
Ya, and i almost broke down ...
couldn't slp after tat, until now ...
Downing a bottle of whiskey couldn't help ...

And yes, drinking from the bottle is so ... surreal ...
Now i have to open up my 18 yr whiskey ... heartbreak ...
Sometimes, i wish to say/shout out all my inner thoughts,
but those thoughts usually leads to unnecessary misunderstanding.

A night wif emo blog post, almost finish bottle of 12 yrs whiskey, and playing 解偉苓 - 放逐愛情 ...

Grey Area
=========

first of all ... i guess the secret is almost out ... or is already out.
I don't even know why i say it out ...
And .. yes, i can feel the awkwardness ...
what wasn't meant to be, was not meant to be.
In the end, all i can say and love to say is ...
So Be It !!!

Malaysia tourism Minister Ng Yen Yen,
thinks tat all types of laksa, nasi lemak, bah kut teh,
chilli crab, Hainanese chicken rice as Malaysian food.
Saying they should not let other countries hijack their food.
When i finish reading the papers, i feel so ... angry
Trying to lay claim on something not yours.
If they so desperately want it, let them have it la ...
I pity malaysia, why they have a minister who don't think
before they make a speech. So damn stupid ...
Then there is this article on the new paper.
So if they lay claim or seek IP on these dishes,
A $3.50 Nasi Lemak, will the hawker have to pay royalties?
Does the hawker need to paste a copyright sticker too?
The last part of e article is da bomb ...
"You know who i truly feel sorry for? It's those Katong laksa shops, each proclaiming theirs is the genuine original. Sorry hor sister, it's Malaysia's. "

Black/Grey/White
================

A fren posted a video online.
the morale of e video is:
Cold does not exist,
it is in reality, the absence of heat.
Darkness does not exist,
it is in reality, the absence of light.
Evil does not exist,
it is in reality, the absence of gd in a man's heart.

Seriously ... don't feel like saying anything ...
and i've said, sharing is so not me now ...
if i can, i would like to live in my own country.

It's a LN !!!
==========

Li Ning UC2500A !!!
It's white/yellow frame, shaft,
white string and white grip. Nice ~~~
Tested new racket today, still not used to the stiffness,
but getting to it, just wan to restring the original string,
just feel fantastic when i smash ...
more more more !!!

revival
=======

laptop revival complete.
my own revival? far from complete ...
tml will be e day i decide, li ning or yonex ...
the only thing i looking forward,
is a wonderful smash from a wonderful racket.

sharing informations/things, are so not me now.
what's the point?

Why badminton?
==============

keeping everything to yourself is painful,
so i'm in nid of my nanospeed 100,
the sound of smashes, e explosive energy in smashes.
I think i've outgrown my old carbonex racket,
its not much of a difference but ...
its time for a upgrade.

Now, i don't see e need to share ... Selfish me huh ...
I don't care ~

buy or not to buy ...
===============

I can't find my other bloody racket!!!
I still remember it's in my favourite racket bag,
but i can't find it !!! OMG!!!!
if...IF... i can't find my racket within e next wk or 2 ..
i will buy my nanospeed 100. so i kinda pray i can't find it.
Did a few decent smashes, but e rest are crap.
Swing was way off, my backhands are like sh!ts,
not to say my footwork ... juz utterly horrible ...
I shld juz stick to my doubles play ...
Every shot i just wan to smash all my anger and emotions away.
so ... maybe i will still get my nanospeed 100. let's see how it goes.

at 09/09/09 0909 hrs, i was sitting in my car, listening to radio ...
thinking why is there an empty seat beside me ...
its only meaningful when there's someone meaningful to you.

兴奋
====

一想到明天打球
就莫名的兴奋起来
但...
同时,也感受到
一股莫名的伤痛...

不管了
明天，要打个痛快!!!

I'll if i cont
=========

That is, if i continue my in-house training.
Training my forearm, with insane dumbell and weights training,
while i'm still recovering.
I think i'll tear a few muscle, but i wouldn't seem to stop,
so lets continue!!!

Restring-ing racket,
and possible, buying a new one if i can't find my training racket...
let's go go go ~

It's been fun
==========

I've a aching ..
thigh, waist, back, shoulder, neck, right forearm.
Every movement include "ouch", "oohed",
and e sometimes the occasional vulgarities.
Badminton is the only sport,
that can make me want to go all out on anybody.
Its all worth it, i'm ready for the next round.
Looking for sparring partner ~~~

Hit the court
==========

Can't wait, to play the game i've always loved.
I juz love the feeling after a game,
or 2 hrs of it.

So ... let's hit the court and play hell of a game.